Honestly, there's a part of me that's always going to have feelings for you. And yes, I might move on, and try my best to be happy. But if I'm ever asked who I love, your name will always be the first one in my mind.
No one can tell what goes on between the person you were and the person you become. No one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. There are no maps of the change. You just come out the other side." ~ Stephen King, The Stand