You have this one life. How do you want to spend it? Apologizing? Regretting? Questioning? Hating yourself? Dieting? Running afterworld who don't see you? Do what feels good. Take risks. You have this one life. Make yourself proud.
Quote 49 of 365 for 2015: "Happiness is a choice, not a result. Nothing will make you happy until you choose to be happy. No person will make you happy unless you decide to be happy. Your happiness will not come to you. It can only come from you."