I lost myself completely trying to hold on. Watching our videos, looking at old pictures, even sleeping in your shirt. I wrote you letters upon letters that found their way to the trash. You moved on so quickly, as if nothing had ever happened between us. It almost destroyed me because I knew you'd never come back; not for me and not for this child. She has you completely but I have the best piece of you. Once I realized that I healed... I no longer cried over you. I know longer prayed for you.
