I carry your heart with me - I know the poem is about romantic love, but I like the first couple lines as an idea for a tattoo for my mom. today on i got this little bit of a poem tattooed on my wrists for my mother.
No matter how long it's been there are still times when I think of you and suddenly it gets harder to breathe. Then the tears start flowing and I scream out , why Audrey why , God I miss you so much , what happened to my loving caring wife !
It's never been broken so often so quickly, I've never been spread so thin. I've never been so exhausted even before the million pounds of grief and guilt are stacked back up on my shoulders. I'm so tired of trying not to think about the things that hurt.
What if I still miss you in a year? What do I do then? When I'm still lost without your crazy presence in my life. When ur doing fucking fine without me. I miss you Ben. It's pathetic I know and ur such a weirdo but I love you. I still love you