God loves you SO much more than that. Such an incredible blessing to have a forgiving, gracious, powerful Father who loves us more than words can comprehend and more than the mind can fathom. God is SO good.praise Him!
Rise up; this matter is in your hands. We will support you, so take courage and do it. -Ezra need to remember this. Don't hesitate the opportunity God gives you may not come again. Have courage and faith in his plan and just Go.