Ahhh, seriously. Don't do...or even worse, not do... something because of someone else. When you look back, u should be laughing at the 'Omg I can't believe I did that ' stories... not thinking 'yah I was gonna do that once'. Woman up!
First, take time to get to know yourself before you seek a partner who fits. Second, once you know yourself, BE yourself. Express who you are in everything you say and do-be authentic. You will attract the very best partner for you.