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With some jokes in between . Just because I'm smiling and talking it doesn't mean I'm not sad; because I am

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So very true. The pretending is a struggle that is neverending. It takes so much strength to keep my guard up, to keep my feelings tucked inside so that no one sees the pain in my heart. You are always on my mind Kelly.

Sometimes I browse through Pinterest looking for quotes that mean something to me.  Over the last few years these have mostly been related to infertility. I post some of them on my Instagram account but I don’t want to come across as needy, attention seeking or negative.  But as this is my own little space …

I tried so hard to get better, to get over this, to forget it all and move on and I thought I was getting to the point where I could say that I am feeling a lot better, but right now I couldn't feel any worse... by seeing that you felt that staying with me would have been settling.