No Mom, the pain will never go away. All the world will be celebrating tonight whilst I will be in mourning for you and Dad. I will have the first task of the New Year to plan your funeral and to grieve. Oh Mom I miss you so much my heart can't take it. xox ☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆
“The reality is that you will grieve forever. You will not ‘get over’ the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it. You will heal and you will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again but you will never be the same. Nor should you be the same nor would you want to.” ― Elisabeth Kübler-Ross
Crawl up in a ball and die or live. Its a choice you make. A damn hard one sometimes, and one I have to keep making over and over. But the previous chapters dont go away just because you turn the page. They are forever a part or your story.