April will be extremely hard this year. Last night I thought of you, like that's something new? To dream of you and picture loving on your sweet face. I hope you feel my love for you where ever you are. My sweet troy
I'll always miss my best friend. But he chose to walk away and now it's time to live my life and find someone who would never be able to walk out. Because if you can walk away, you were not who I thought you were anyway.
I don't know where I stand with you, and I don't know what I mean to you. All I know is every time I think of you, I want to be with you and I still will love you even know Im not the person you think of when you wake up every morning.
I've never had my heart broken as badly as you did. Being wrongly accused of terrible things hurt like nothing else that's ever happened to me. My heart has been beaten and battered by the man I love most in the world, and still, I can't hate you.
This is exactly why I don't open up to people. What if they don't care about me as much as I thought they did? They to HAVE to show me exactly how much they care about me before I feel confident enough to open up to them.