I've been an emotional wreak because I haven't even seen my boyfriend in about 2 weeks. I've done a LOT of shit to myself because it's my fault I can't see him yet. Right now this is all I want and need. I wish he could read this. I love him.
7/8/2014 PLEASE READ MY DEAR FRIENDS: "HEART" "HEART" "HEART" LOVE, PASSION, SPIRITUALITY_SOUL MATES, THE ARTS AND THE HUMANITIES, "HONOR", SPIRITUALITY, RENOWN AUTHOR AND POET, HUMAN SEXUALITY, FRIENDSHIP, COMPASSION, INTIMACY IS NOT ALWAYS PHYSICAL: WORDS OF "WISDOM": FROM MY DESK RIGHT NOW AT PHOENIX SEVEN: AND MY OWN HEART "THE HEART OF PHOENIX SEVEN: REVEREND JEFFREY JACKSON. I AM AN ORACLE. ELIJAHS MANTLE.
I stopped doing this a few years ago, even though I currently have a boyfriend. Men react to it differently, some are like 'oh, cool' when I say I'm not interested. Others actively ask me 'oh, do you have a boyfriend?' So I've started answering, 'it's not because I have boyfriend.' Some of my them give me this look which says 'bitch', but no one has actually said it yet.
Soo True! Its just sad i acknowledged it now, and not a few weeks when i first noticed the little hints. picking up these hints in the first few weeks of meeting them, is a really big sign that they will never change. I am just accepting it now....