I remember a few of my days in the special care nursery. I used to rock the babies and sing " Jesus Loves Me!" This sounds like me :) I sneak into the hearing screen rm and rock those sweet babies on my break.
Caring for premature and micro preemies is a constant weighing of options for neonatal doctors and nurses working in NICUs. Here is some science what professionals go through on a daily basis caring to critical preemie babies.
Nursing: Don't give up. We have all gone home in tears. We've all second-guessed why we do what we do. We've all felt like failures at times. We have all wanted to quit at some point. Just remember, you save lives, you comfort the sick.