I love you pam... i will never stop saying this to you because maybe this the last time you will be hear it from me.. anybody could die anytime.. i will die from now, so i want to say it from my heart.. I LOVE YOU.. AND I REALLY DO..
I was so sad when you came today and I looked in your eyes. I was hurting and saw you hurting as well. In a second I saw that you needed me to hold you, caress you and kiss you a little, then you smiled the pain receding and the smile returning, not faked, but returning until there was joy in your eyes and face. So vivid and alive and excited and happy. Everything in my life was focused on you. Your beauty, your happiness, your love, your touch, until for a moment all the world was right