Me thinks you relied a bit too much on him. So unlike you. He even admits you were in control. He was disloyal . . . And dishonest. Shouldn't you be hating him and not me? But then again, I keep writing that you should just let go and get over it. You did fail . . . at your attempt to win him as well as your 3 marriages. And you may have been very disappointed. He is not very passionate. But I love him anyway.
"Storm in a cupcake: How Miranda star sparked pandemonium after question over 'edible glitter' she used on Great British Bake Off reveals it's 'not to be consumed'" How can you put something on a cupcake and not know if whether it's safe to eat or not? [Just sayin'!]
I think I was in this funk for 9 years. I think Ive finally found my weird self again. Much better to be a splash of color in this black and white world. If that makes me weird, so be it ;) Much love to all my idiosyncratic peeps! You light up my board/newsfeeds. <3 u all, even if we speak sparingly, only on passing.