In the past I used to engage in trying to defend myself and reason w/ my husband's ex. It took me many years to come to my senses and just realize there is NO reasoning with her! So I'm finally stepping back and not replying to her craziness and I'm at peace with it. ☺️
This has to be the hardest months in my life...wanting to talk to you to just say how my day has been or to talk in general. I know it's temporary but it feels like eternity! I miss the sound of your voice, your laugh, your jokes and sarcasm, I miss you completely! I know I have my times of doubt and I will fail at controlling it sometimes. But know this also... My Love for you will never fail or fade! It's just so hard, going from being a part of your life to nothing or not knowing sucks! K
Reminds me of what my best friend told my husband..."be careful, I've known her a long time. She wont fight, she will just leave without a word if you push her away" I think she might just know me better than anyone ever.
Open w/ Bucky) I was in my room. Pacing as my breath gets heavy. I was having a bad anxiety attack. I continue to pace as the words run through my head of my past. My body wants to scream, but I ignore it,"No, not here " I mumble to myself. I don't hear you knock. The door unlocked you.....