You don't need religion to have morals. If you can't determine right from wrong then you lack empathy, not religion. Simple as that. No need to blame religion on your lack of morals. In the end, it's a battle between you and your soul.
I miss the person and the special feeling I had when I was with him. I wish I could still have the someone because that special is pointless without that person to express your feelings towards. But i know that person and me are not meant to be together.