Society has trained children to be given everything and not have to work for it. True seeking and learning requires work, and isn't always at the push of a button on a computer. Sometimes you have to go out and experience physically to learn and grow.
You have a busy life, juggling work, home, friendships, relationships, kids, and you're so used to being all things to all people you've forgotten who you really are anymore. Learning about yourself - what you need, want and like, what really makes you tick is the first vital step to increased happiness, reduced stress, contentment and clarity. After all, if you don't know what your needs are, how can they possible be met?