I believe in love and lust and sex and romance. I don’t want everything to add up to some perfect equation. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion and heat and sweat and madness and I want Valentines and Cupids and all the rest of that crap. I want it all.
I hate how today felt, i hate seeing you hurt so much and all i want to do is make it better for you. I want you so bad i can hardly stand it. I get jealous of the life he has with you. I truly love you. More than ive ever known. I wish i was holding you.