Oh my gosh! This is what I mean when I say I lived a lie - but I did not live the lie. I really loved, I really needed love, I built a family. I was lied too, he lived the lie and fooled me and everybody else. I am not the liar!
"It was one of those times you feel a sense of loss, even though you didn't have something in the first place. I guess that's what disappointment is -- a sense of loss for something you never had." -Deb Caletti, The Nature of Jade