I think I needed to see this to confirm I can't let the spirit of doubt or procrastination keep me from writing. This is such an infj thing. A whole world inside but a fear of acceptance or understanding.
This is so me, I love to read & get lost in my books. no matter what my future significant other is doing, watching sports, playing video games or whatever men do to relax. I'll sit there quietly reading while he holds my heart.
"Lifedance: The area dividing the brain and the soul is affected in many ways by experience--- some lose all mind and become soul: insane. Some lose all soul and become mind: intellectual. Some lose both and come: accepted.