Don't look past what's right in front of you. If you focus so hard on your "problems," you may miss something great, and trust me...you'll look back with regret later, when that opportunity is gone. Later isn't so far down the road, either.
There are some people who could hear you speak a thousand works and still not understand you. And there are others who will understand without you even speaking a word. That's my special friend and BFF!