Especially when the liar is egotistical, delusional, and extremely lonely. Fixated on someone she will never have because he thinks she is a nut job. Get a life. Putting it out there in the universe is not going to make it happen. It is only causing people to think your a fucking loon. Go pace with a crystal some more opportunistic freak show.
I'm sorry that sounds harsh buts it's true. Being negative not only sobatages your motives but it embraces desires you don't want to the people that matters. It's tough but always be the bigger person because they're always tougher.