Heh, it’s nearly every day that someone says something hurtful or insulting to me which I just shrug off.. Then they demonize me when I say one thing that could be taken badly. Oh, hypocrisy. Sometimes I wonder why I bothered to try and have friends.
The words of Iyanla Vanzant.....Whenever I'm feeling low, I remember my favorite quote of hers: “Everything that happens to you is a reflection of what you believe about yourself. We cannot outperform our level of self-esteem. We cannot draw to ourselves more than we think we are worth.”
YES. AH. it's so horrible. I hate talking to people, especially when it's someone really nice. yes, I look like an idiot sitting silently to the side, but I seem much more of one when I open my mouth and my awkward mumblings come out. wah.