stop worrying about your life and how you look and start thinking about this...how many people would you impress if they world were blind? would they still know how much you love God? would they "see" a change in you? etc...just something to think about.(:
You might think being alone makes you lonely, but that*s not entirely true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest place in the world. Before you diagnose yourself as an unhappy person, first be sure that you are not simply surrounded by negative people constantly trying to bring you down to their level.