I'm the princess, the society girl, the one who's afraid to get her dress dirty or afraid to chip a nail. They'll never see me covered in bruises and blood, limping and out of breath. They'd never believe it if they saw it.--Alejandra
I always mess up. I ruin things. And I don't think you realize the amount of trust I've put in you to not leave. Because you terrify me everyday knowing that it could be our last. I don't want to ruin this. I just want this to be the thing that works.
I had this happen. When I dropped because I couldn't eat anything, all anyone could say was how "good I looked." I've got the weight back on now and couldn't be happier, because I feel good. Our country has some seriously screwed up ideas of beauty.