This explains why, after 8 months without him, I am still heartbroken and hurting and wondering why he left without explanation or a goodbye. I have to daily let it go and put it in God's hand and rely on His strength.I do still miss him and mourn.
And it was after months of silence that I realised we make better strangers than we ever did anything else. A tough and harsh realization. but a good one to have instead of holding on to something that isn't good or meant for you.