Sometimes, it's just the thought that no one really knows me and I don't know who i could turn to or how to share myself that hurts the most. That I am not really 'living' i know, I know I should reach out more, trust more... But I have been so disappointed the times i have done so ... Maybe a world of one is what I learn about in THIS life.
.“Cherish your solitude. Take trains by yourself to places you have never been. Sleep out alone under the stars. Learn how to drive a stick shift. Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back. Say no when you don’t want to do something. Say yes if your instincts are strong, even if everyone around you disagrees. Decide whether you want to be liked or admired. Decide if fitting in is more important than finding out what you’re doing here. Believe in kissing.” ― Eve Ensler