God loves us so much that he instructed his heavenly army to protect us as well and they love us too.(Please give them some kudos and lovin back). These interdimesional beings (Angels) have, and always will be, with us as will the Communion of Saints (heavenly souls). You are surrounded by protectors.
Lucifer by Guillaume Geefs, 1848 - "The word Lucifer means 'Bearer of Light' and describes the function and effect of the acosmic power that brings the gifts of forbidden wisdom, enlightenment, intellect, imagination and gnosis. Lucifer is within the esoteric context the secret, invisible and black fire (The First Sun/Son of the Black Light) that burns to ashes and dissolves all illusions, and awakens and strengthens the inner Black Flame and opens the all-seeing eye of the Self."
"Falling in love with you was the greatest thing that happened in my eternity... and for loving you I amnow cursed cause we, angels, aren't supposed to love. I love you, it destroys me and yet I regret nothing.That's the power you have on me"