Wow. You think someone cares, and then you realize what a mean, selfish, backstabbing person they are. And apparently hypocritical......all the times I was there for her and then she's going to turn around and #1 be nasty and cruel about being there for me and #2 be a hypocrite since I gave WAY more in the friendship than she did. Amazing.
I tried so hard to get better, to get over this, to forget it all and move on and I thought I was getting to the point where I could say that I am feeling a lot better, but right now I couldn't feel any worse... by seeing that you felt that staying with me would have been settling.