Stop always expecting someone to give you something when you show no effort of achieving anything for yourself. Appreciate the small things and then enjoy the big accomplishments that come along later.
I remember talking to you and saying ive never seen you before and your like actually we smoked together once. I knew I wanted to get to know you but i was shy. I now remember that day and everything we talked about. But then I was not attracted to you bc of your long beard. I am sorry. Bc now id love you no matter what. But it took you talking to me again to make me realize that