I can't just let stuff go. It takes me a while to build up the courage to say goodbye. I don't think people realize how hard is to physically leave a situation whether it be good or bad. But once you're brave enough to do it, it happens so smoothly. - Kou
So that latest relapse, I was shallow as well, cheating on the man I was with. Things got real too fast, I knew he would mess up somehow, I prepared to by keeping multiple guys on the side hoping I wouldn't feel it but it still hurt to hear I'm ugly.