I'm not sure if you truly ever heal after the loss of a loved one you just learn to live life without them, and I will never be whole again. I will learn to live with the emptiness of the hole in my heart.
This is how I use to feel but then i thought about it and said, You Shouldn't Have To Fight For A Spot In Someone's Life. Never Force Someone To Make A Space In Their Life For You Because If They Know Your Worth, They Will Create One For You
Grey's Anatomy - "You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the person that you love.