I once leapt from the bow of a sailboat to the bow of another sailboat, where the owner had been knocked overboard and the boat was sailing away, unmanned. Now that I am older, I think about how dangerous that was - and how terribly exciting.
As soon as I reach the safety of the car I burst into tears. I've had enough and I don't know where I stand or who's got my back. Yes you may call me pathetic and sit laughing but these are my emotions. These are my only emotions and still nobody cares.