Sometimes those are not the things God has for us. But when we are stubborn and make it our way, he just turns his back and let's it be, you think your happy. But when you are back in that hole again and ask for his help he is still there. Amazing!
No..... not heavy - just shallow. When you thought you knew someone for a very long time .... you were naively, completely, and totally wrong. Flying solo.... when deep down in your heart you did not wish this to be your future. Where did it all go wrong?