"Just think: there's a door -- somewhere -- that will take you anywhere you want to go. It won't always be the same door. And sometimes it takes forever to find it. But rest assured that it is there. You simply have to find it."
She closes her eyes to remember; she closes her eyes to forget. Fighting her way back every morning, gasping for air as she breaks through the surface, she remembers, that sleep is no longer her friend.