You know, I was trying to justify in my head why Merlin's never given an armor (no sword coz Arthur thinks he's stab himself), and I was thinking maybe it's because Arthur thinks he'll always be there to protect Merlin anyway.
Home sick for Jamaica. Always Hiraeth. In Welsh: a homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was, the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past. It has no direct translation in English