God has been too good to focus on anything else but the good in life. Be happy and let the drama go. Drama is just junk you sit and create in your own mind when nothing is usually really going on. Be happy :)
Of course it hurts when you find out it was all a lie and I was just a single piece of his "puzzle" and nothing more. I'm not crazy or "psycho" it's the same term used for all of us when we figure out the truth.