OKAY I AM SO DONE I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO JUST GRAB MY CHEST AND TEAR MY HEART OUT SO I DON'T HAVE TO FEEL ANYMORE. I DON'T CARE IF I TURN INTO DAVEY JONES BY DOING THAT; I JUST DON'T WANT TO FEEL ANYMORE!!!!!
Once when I was running, from all that haunted me, to the dark I was succumbing to what hurt unbearably… Oh my goodness. Remembering that feeling makes my heart just ache, but what came after was such joy.
A coward is a man who strays OUTSIDE of his marriage, who hides to cover it up, who lies to his Wife, his children. It's about as low as low can be. Another form of a COWARD is a verbal bully. YOU sit there and get bullied verbally, have someone get up in your face, tear you down, treat you in HORRIBLE ways, and then you tell me just HOW GOOD that would feel to go through?