I realized that in my late then again in my late don't like it they will try to beat you down. Don't give up, get rid of the people that don't want you to be yourself and want you there so they have a doormat, scapegoat and someone to abuse.
Why i have become distant. You drain me. You once made me happy. But you drain me terribly. I believe some where in there is a good heart but you hardly show it.. anymore. I'm tired of being tired, moody, unhappy, sad, and crying. I don't deserve that. I'm tired of making an effort after effort, while you just ignore me and hurt me. I hope you find who you really want in your life forever and be happy. Because its quiet obvious its not me.