GREAT explanation! I will never understand how you can be so evil & terrible.. It's very very sad that you try to justify what you are & what you did! The day will come when you can't fool yourself or anyone around you... THAT IS KARMA & IT WILL CATCH UP!
"There are over 7 billion people on earth. And you're going to let 1 person ruin your day? Don't." It's all a matter of focus. Choose to concentrate on & be grateful for the people who make your day and life better! There's a lot to be grateful for!