One of the main reason i didn't get back out there and start dating because having someone in your bed fixes nothing. It's just a band-aid over a gun shot wound. I needed time to find out who i was and what i wanted from my self before i bring someone in to a relationship with me. Even thou my most of my past was erased from me. I now saw things i maybe never knew or i just thought this was normal. I now see my own father, as s man who was manipulated by his own mother.