Everyday for the past two years I have asked this and I know I should have done it and I would deserve it but they is one person stopping me she means the world to me I don't know how to do it it would mean leaving her behind
Make her believe that other women are interested in you! Hang out with other female friends during your free time even if you are not interested in them sexually. Take those friends out to places where she is more likely to see you or at least hear about it through the grape vine. This is more than likely going to make her a bit jealous.