I'm so sorry. I do love and care for you. But I'm just not ready yet. I thought I was. But I'm not. And breaking your heart is the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. I am so sorry. A thousand times. I have never wanted to hug someone and hold someone so much but yet let them go at the same time because it isn't fair to continue this when I'm not reciprocating the love you're giving. The effort you're giving.