there are other people out there - singing the same melodies of wanderlust, climbing over mountains in the dark, and waking in the night to stare at the moon, thinking of this large world and dreaming - just like you." I Apex Curve
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“Only you know when you’re using things to protect yourself and keep your ego together, and when you’re opening and letting things fall apart, letting the world come as it is--working with it rather than struggling against it.
Sylvia Plath - I know this thought.but, I am proof that you can move beyond it and live deeply and even happily again. Suicide is a false remedy and the easy way. If you believe you MUST waste your life then at least give it for others in service.