I am done with crying. I am done with trying. I am not tired of loving you but I am tired of trying to make you love me back.I am tired of these long chases which lead me to nowhere. I am tired of waiting for a rainbow to shine through us. I will never stop loving you but yes
In my 20's I've learned that lesson the hard way. I give and give, and it never seems to be good enough. I try my hardest. Have felt like I didn't try at all. So today I made the decision of not caring about anyone who doesn't truly care about me. Call me a b**ch, guess what??!!! I no longer care.
I don't think anybody understands how hard it is to actually have to TRY to be happy and keep yourself going. If one more person tells me to practice my coping strategies. I'm gonna snap. Its not that simple. I can't just pull coping strategies out of thin air when I feel like shit.