I hope that one day you buy every pretty dress you ever wanted. I hope you wear them and dance barefoot in summer and laugh. I hope you smile at all the little things . forget about your scars- inside and out- and learn to be happy.
It's just a lot harder to accept it when you're going through it. All the what if's and excuses you make up for him because you can't let go of the fairytale you've created in your mind with that person.