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When you don't know how to react and yours eyes starts to water, feel a lump in your throat, your chest tightening, and you realized you been holding your breath then you turn around and away to take a big breath, looking up and fluttering yours eyes to stop the tears.....you can feel the heat on your face going to your ears and you want explode but your doing your damn best holding it all in....
Hamlet doesn't understand how much her really hurts me inside. Everyone around me, including my own father is telling me that Hamlet is so madly in love with me that it is making him crazy, yet he rips my heart into a million pieces acting as it is nothing. Because I love him, I have to act as though it doesn't bother me but deep down it hurts. If I treated him this way, he would understand.
No matter how mad I get at someone, even if a lot has happened&it doesn't seem like it can ever be fixed, I will always be there. Sometimes I hate that about myself b/c it means being vulnerable&opening yourself up to getting hurt. But when you put it in perspective, everything seems so small&petty&stupid when something is actually wrong. No matter what it is/how mad we are at each other, if I've ever called you a friend, these words will always be true for me; I don't just give up on people.