Just finished (a small) book in karma. This seemed fitting for me at this point. Karma isn't external forces getting even with you, it is rather your internal demons getting even with yourself. It is selfless behavior that puts your mind at peace. To give a money to someone in need to make yourself feel better is also selfish. To give without thought is selfless. Get the point!!! I've got allot of work to do, I know this to be true, but I realize this most people won't.