The wicked flee when no one pursues, but the righteous are bold as a lion (Proverbs NKJV.) As a believer in Jesus Christ, you are called to live a bold, confident and overcoming life. I feel like that's what I need to work at, being bold.
I extinguished the fire in my hands and sat there holding the smoke. I wanted to breath it in, it was the closest thing to a cigarette that I had, and as I worried about Phoenix I really needed something to get my mind off things.