Knowing that I will never see you again takes my breath away, I feel sick and dizzy, so I push all that to the back of my mind and try to pretend it never happened. I know I'm not dealing with it well, but I just can't face the panic attacks and anxiety.
If I tell you I need you, do not take it lightly. I do everything I can to never have to depend on anyone, to never show weakness, and if I say that I need you, it means I am trusting you to catch me when I fall. CES will you catch me?