"Lord, if it's not your will, let it slip through my grasp and give me the peace not to worry about it anymore." - however, if something is going to slip through your grasp it may require actively opening your hands
When nobody else celebrates you, learn to celebrate yourself. When nobody else compliments you, then compliment yourself. It’s not up to other people to keep you encouraged. It’s up to you. Encouragement should come from the inside.
As I look back on my life, I realize that every time I thought I was being rejected from something good, I was actually being re-directed to something better. I so need to remember this right now and remind myself that there's better out there for now.